Sunday, 17 May 2020

40 Years.... Remembering Ian Curtis (2020)




Last night I should have been at the Apollo Theatre, Manchester watching Peter Hook & The Light performing the songs of Joy Division in recognition / memory / celebration of Ian Curtis who committed suicide on the evening of Saturday 18th May 1980 aged just 23 years old 

The tickets had gone on sale over a year ago, it was sold out well in advance, but sadly in the current climate there was no way it could have gone ahead. The gig has been rescheduled for January 2021, which is fine, but I imagine it may not have quite the same emotional weight it would had it taken place as planned 

 That said, the surviving members of Joy Division have pulled out the stops to ensure that their singer and friend is remembered and the fans have an opportunity to mark this landmark anniversary this week.

Peter Hook is streaming a previously unseen gig filmed in front of an audience of 500 on the 35th Anniversary where he and his band played every Joy Division song 'officially' released 

That's on from Monday 18th 12:00 (UK Time) for 24 hours via YouTube https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCXmOfbv6KTva9ZDJCHgaBHA (apologies if you're reading this after midday on 19th May, although a DVD https://liveherenow.co.uk/products/peter-hook-the-light-so-this-is-permanent-dvd will be available in the next couple of months!) 

Bernard Sumner and Stephen Morris are in conversation, accompanied by Dave Haslam, 
and have a number of 'guests' between 20:00 and 22:00 on Monday evening via https://blog.size.co.uk/2020/05/15/united-we-stream-gm-headstock-presents-moving-through-the-silence/ 

Both events are raising money / taking donations for charity, Peter for epilepsy, Bernard and Stephen for Mental Health, two causes which are extremely worthy. 

 ______________________ 



(Permission pending from owner of photo)



Last weekend a series of photographs appeared on Social Media of Joy Division which had previously been unseen. These had been taken at the Hope and Anchor in London on 27th December 1978. 

Only 30 people had attended the bands first gig in the capital city, and the group were still 6 months away from releasing their seminal debut album, 'Unknown Pleasures' and had yet to release a single on Factory Records. 

It was that night though that (without sounding overly dramatic) everything changed, on the way home Ian had his first epileptic seizure... just as the bands profile, popularity and plaudits were beginning to rise, the health of the singer began to decline





The story of Joy Division has been told in two dramatised films, '24 Hour Party People' and 'Control' as well as Grant Gee's supurb documentary film, 'Joy Division'. 

Many books have also been written, the best probably being 'This Searing Light, the Sun and Everything Else: Joy Division: The Oral History' by Jon Savage, which takes you on a journey from the perspective of the band and those around them. Debbie Curtis's 'Touching From A Distance' is also a must).... 

All of these are worth searching out, although I suspect most people reading this blog will be familiar and have searched out and spent many hours watching and reading the above as well as the published essays from Paul Morley as well as the biography by Tony Wilson's first wife, Lindsay Reade, soaking up every detail revealed. 

When I first 'discovered' Joy Division in the mid 1980's, with the special edition cassette of 'Still' (to which I was disappointed to find there was no 'Love Will Tear Us Apart anywhere to be heard), other than the music the only things available were a single book, 'An Ideal For Living' which contained a handful of photos (mainly taken by Kevin Cummins, Anton Corbijn or Paul Slattery) and a 'low quality' video 'Here Are The Young Men'... 



Information was limited, the Internet didn't exist and 'New Order' weren't always forward about giving interviews or talking about their past.I spent hours talking to older colleagues who had seen the band or hanging around in Manchester's Underground Market or Corn Exchange searching out bootleg recordings of gigs, Peel Sessions, and demos to try and put pieces together of 'the jigsaw'. 

For those seeing those pictures for the first time last week, like me, there was a sense of wonder. Just when you think there is nothing more to see, something else revealed... on this occasion nearly 42 years later. 

 This is probably, partly, why my love of Joy Division has endured, unlike today where you can open an app on your phone and download every recording commercially available, I was made to work for it. 

Peter Saville's iconic sleeves offered no information other than title, catalogue number and the name of Factory Records. Often the official recordings would be in and out of print (the gorgeous 'Atmosphere' specifically). 

The various releases weren't even all on the same label!



Like many I'd sit and try and decipher the lyrics, playing tapes over and over to understand the subject matter. Even now, 'Closer,' with the benefit of hindsight and understanding of the situation is extremely powerful, with Ian Curtis bearing his soul for all to hear... and the lyrics for 'Love Will Tear Us Apart' seem beyond anything someone only 22/23 should have experienced never mind articulate. 




Over the years with compilations, box sets, biographies and the aforementioned films the story of Joy Division is no longer a secret, however for many of a certain age it was passed down almost as folk lore, a little being revealed at the time... but for those who are unaware, a whistle-stop tour... 


  • Formed after seeing the Sex Pistols at the Free Trade Hall by Bernard and Peter 
  • Joined by Ian and completed by Stephen on drums 
  • Christened Stiff Kittens but changed name to Warsaw before their first gig 
  • Originally quite generically 'punky' 
  • First release on vinyl on Virgin Records 10" EP recorded on the last weekend of Manchesters 'Electric Circus' venue 
  • Band record initial. self funded, 4 track EP in December 1977
  • It's released in on a 7" single with poor sound quality in June 1978 
  • Due to 'the name' and imagery accused of Nazi connotations/leanings 
  • Taken under the wing of manager (and DJ at Rafters) Rob Gretton 
  • Re-release debut EP on 12" 
  • Record a debut album for RCA Records but buy tapes back as not happy with outcome 
  • Appear on 'Granada Reports' performing 'Shadowplay' 
  • Sign for Factory Records Team up with 'genius' producer Martin Hannett 
  • Gig often while still holding down day jobs 
  • Ian develops epilepsy Gigs continue 
  • Record / release 'Unknown Pleasures' with iconic sleeve by Peter Saville 
  • Adored by press and fans alike, Bernard and Hooky don't like it 
  • Appear on BBC2's 'Something Else' performing 'She's Lost Control' and 'Transmission' 
  • Gigs continue including a tour with Buzzcocks 
  • Band take first trips to Europe Ian meets / starts platonic affair with Belgian Embassy worker and gig promoter Annik Honore 
  • Band turn 'professional' and give up day jobs 
  • Ian's illness worsens 
  • Second album 'Closer’ recorded
  • Band choose picture of a mausoleum for the cover 
  • Ian struggling with mental health, married since 1975, a young daughter and a 'lover' 
  • Ian doesn't like the album that's been recorded 
  • Gigs continue 
  • Suicide attempted 
  • A riot ensues at 'Derby Hall', Bury when Ian is released from hospital but others are used to stand in Around 300 people attend the bands final gig on 2nd May 1980 
  • Ian Curtis commits suicide the day before the band were due to fly to America 
  • Single 'Love Will Tear Us Apart' released in June 1980 reaching No 13 in the Charts (probably would have been higher if it had not been for a strike in the Media meaning some music shows were cancelled) 
  • Album 'Closer' released in July peaks at No 6 

All that in the space of 4 years, but worth bearing in mind the first London gig was December 1978, the debut album wasn't released until June 1979... within a year... well you know... you've read this far (hopefully). 

Even typing/reading that, it is an incredible story and honestly, given the speed of events, the tragedy unfolding at the time that the 'success' was starting to happen; one which you could potentially dismiss as 'far fetched' ... but here in the North West of England it happened... 



Despite what you may think now, with Peter Saville's imagery visible in the media, the bands name plastered on more T-Shirt's than you can count around all corners of the word they were never 'a big band'. Only around 300 attended their final gig, their biggest 'home town' gig in their own right saw them attract a crowd around 900 a couple of weeks before... 

Never achieving 'Chart Success' while a functioning band, 'Unknown Pleasures' only sold 15,000 copies in its first 6 months and didn't threaten the 'Top 75 albums' until after the posthumous 'Closer' had been a 'hit' the following year.

Despite this, maybe in some part because of the mythology surrounding the band the legacy has grown year on year with the influence in popular media, culture and music is there for all to see. (Further reading https://www.theguardian.com/music/2019/jun/18/the-eternal-influence-of-joy-division-moby-killers-jon-savage-zia-anger

It's often been said that U2 picked up the ball and became the band that Joy Division should have been. It's easy to speculate but I'm not sure that things would have gone that far, even if Ian had lived... 

The fact remains the story of Joy Division has a start, a middle and an abrupt end, and what a story it is. 

40 years after the abrupt, possibly cruel, possibly selfish 'full stop' those involved who are still with us are making sure that Ian's short life is celebrated 40 years after he left us and using the opportunity to benefit things which, if had been better developed and more understood at the time could have lead to a different outcome but now can make a difference to people. 


Iain Key 2020

Thursday, 14 May 2020

Factory United - A Chat With Fiona Allen (2020)


Until a few days ago this ‘piece’ had been meant to go onto another blog/website however that is currently on hiatus...

To be honest the article was ‘in draft’ for some time and it had gone through various revisions but now having it finished and nowhere for it to go it felt wrong...

So in the spirit of of the individuals mentioned within I got off my arse and created this blog so there would be somewhere to ‘put it out’ (because that’s what they would have done!)

That was 48 hours ago...




Factory United – A Chat with Fiona Allen

In Manchester at least  the blue side have been much derided over this season with their use of the 'Hacienda Strips' as part of their away kit

Even as a lifelong United fan and attendee over 30 years I can respect what they've done as a homage and mark of respect to the likes of late Rob Gretton (died 15.05.99), manager of Joy Division and New Order, one of the founding members of Factory Records and the key driver behind the Hacienda…

Also, to Mike Pickering, legendary Hacienda DJ, leader of M People, respected A&R man (without whom the careers of Happy Mondays, James could have been very different)

The influence which Rob and Mike have had on the culture of Manchester is without question and is most likely to have touched, in some way, anyone reading this whether they realise it or not

So I guess fair play to Manchester City for their tribute/acknowledgment, Rob and Mike deserve it

For those of a certain age, the heady years of the late 80’s and early 90’s may be beginning to blur a little. It is easy to mix the heyday of 'Madchester' with the rampant success and dominance during Fergie’s time however this isn't strictly true.

The roots of Madchester can first be seen and heard around 1987 when Little Hulton's finest (and United fans) introduced 'E' to the city, helping turn football hooligans from gangs looking to fight to groups looking to party. The story of the drugs, guns and gangsters taking over and then falling apart have often been told so it's not worth repeating here.

One thing that is not often discussed, and some Manchester United fans may not be aware, is that it was the red side of Manchester who were the first to be linked to fashion long before there was a new 'leisure wear' line to accompany the replica shirts featuring the Adidas or Nike logo

On Thursday 17th May 1990, as the 'Madchester' scene was peaking (Happy Mondays 'biggest' hit 'Step On' was in the Top 20), United were seeing their first flourishes of success with an FA Cup replay victory against Crystal Palace which led to a period of domination unlikely to be ever repeated in English Football

Around this time, Factory Records employee, front of house at the Hacienda, future Corrie and EastEnders Actress and Award-Winning Comedienne, Fiona Allen had the idea to use her Factory credentials to bring the worlds of football, music, and fashion together


How did you get involved with United?

I was a United fan, and a Bolton Wanders fan (sorry!) Tony Wilson was obviously a massive Man United fan and we'd often get a load of tickets to all the games, generally, in the stands but sometimes we'd get a box. I used to look at their merchandise, but it wasn’t really to our taste, it wasn't very Factory, so we come up with the idea to make something of our own. Merchandise even then was tied up in knots, but I managed, with some perseverance, by talking and pushing the people at United, explaining that it was going to be uber cool, it wasn't going to cross markets or probably even make any money, it was just a creative thing using the emblem and a statement. No one was going to 'get it' unless they were a music fan and a United fan, so people buying the other merchandise wouldn't want to touch it anyway

They were brilliant t-shirts

How many shirts were there?

Three in the end. There was one with the United emblem and Factory logo, another which had 'Are You Man U' plastered on the front and another with 'the Saint' which was a stick man one



Did you design them?

Yes, our graphic designer listened to the brief, designs were created and once decided on the T-shirt’s were sent off for print. We bought good T-shirt’s. They were really thick cotton. Cost a bit more but they were well made.
Everyone really loved them. 


You wouldn't be able to do anything like that now with the branding rights and kit sponsors etc

No, at the time merchandise wasn't as considered, I went round the shop and everything was shiny nylon, I didn't like it at all. It was big, but nowhere near as big as now. I do remember going back to Tony after a visit and saying, 'there was a really lovely old guy there with a cap on'... and that was Sir Matt Busby! I'm so uncool!



The T-shirts were very tastefully done, great quality, they were a really nice product, very subtle, other than the 'Are You Man U' one... it was a typical Factory thing to do

It was an idea I had, I went to Wilson and said, 'I think we should have a shop' ... he asked why and I said, 'because we've got loads of stuff to sell’.

I suggested we had a clothing label... it was going to be so smart, but we just didn't have the money. We all sat around with the designers, it was a mix of 'Paul Smith' and 'Comme Des Garçons' it would have been a very blokey thing, but I loved them...

While sadly the fashion label didn't come to be (although you could argue that the Donnelly Brothers filled this gap via Gio Goi) 

Fiona did take up a vacant slot at Afflecks Palace to open the 'Factory Shop' as an outlet for various pieces of merchandise and releases generated by the label, as well as those Factory/United T-shirts.



John Cooper of Cerysmatic had previously interviewed Fiona about ‘The Area’... that interview can be found at... https://factoryrecords.org/cerysmatic/sc5-absence-of-the-object-becomes-presence-you-can-feel.php

Wednesday, 13 May 2020

How Alison Gatehouse Changed My Life (2019)


How Alison Gatehouse Changed My Life


This piece is currently 'unpublished' in a book however should be at some point in the next 18 months in the book 'You Goes For A Song'

It was written after being asked the question, which band, song, concert etc had the biggest impact on you... for me, it wasn't any of those things... 

Like many people music is a fundamental part of my life, it’s integral to who I am, how I live day by day, how I connect with other people and rather sadly how I occasionally form opinions of people (especially when meeting for the first time)

I believe you can tell a lot about someone from their musical taste, as much as you can from their appearance, their education, their career choice etc.

I believe you have ‘relationships’ with certain bands and artists which can trigger how they fit in with people, times and places throughout your life (whether these be ‘actual’ relationships, ‘virtual’ or something in-between)

This was going to be a linear piece, however I decided instead to start with an ending, which is kind of what me thinking about the piece as a whole



Part 1 

For some football fans Saturday 15th June 1996 is held in the memory as England beat Scotland 2-1 at Wembley with Paul Gascoigne scoring a goal that's often repeated in compilations ahead of international games

For most Mancunians the date is embedded in the memory as the day that the 'IRA Manchester Bomb' went off in the City Centre, just outside Marks and Spencer’s, miraculously causing no causalities.

For me, it was the day that Northside travelled to London to play at 'The Water Rats' on Grays Inn Road, London, the scene of many celebrated gig over the years

After declaring I was going to work with bands and in the Music Industry (we’ll come to that later), I'd initially not done anything about it, continuing with my 9-5 job for a few years. That brief conversation years earlier kept nagging at me though and upon seeing an advert in the NME for a 'Music Industry Management' course in at Newark, Notts in 1993 decided it was time to do something about it.

7 years after leaving school and having steady jobs I saved up and in 1994, I left Birkart International Forwarding and headed over the Pennines. Moving away from home for the first time I went to live in a shared house with strangers funded by a grant from my local education authority

I won't bore you with the details of that year however I can say that it was an interesting one, I met a lot of likeminded individuals with similarly eclectic tastes in music, went to a load of gigs and indulged in everything that was to offer. Money was tight (the grant just about covering the rent) but there was a camaraderie amongst those of us on the course, all looking out for one another

As the course neared its end, I had to look for work experience and complete a 'closing project'. Moving to London where the Music Industry was predominantly based to do 'work experience' as a 20 something mailroom operative really didn't appeal so I looked closer to my Manchester home... a few options sprung to mind, promotors, venues, artist managers... but in reality there was only one place I wanted to be

In 1995 Newark and Sherwood College had one dial up internet connection with an 8mb modem attached to it, so officially Britain was still in the dark ages. In order to communicate the 'landline' and letters were still the preferred method (mobile phones still a business or luxury purchase). In order to make a 'phone call' from college you needed written permission from your 'Head of Course' after giving them a 'business justification'.

Nervously I handed over the required permission slip to the college receptionist, 'one call to Manchester?' she asked... I nodded...

I took the phone and pulled out the envelope I'd scribbled down the number on... 061 834 4440 and dialled hoping someone would answer. I needn't had worried. As phone calls go this was probably the most important and memorable of my almost 50 years (although one from the late comedian Bernard Manning whilst I worked at 192 comes a close second)


'Factory'... the voice answering was upbeat 

'Er, hi, I'm Iain, I'm from Manchester and doing a course and...'

'Hi it's Tony, how can I help'


I nearly dropped the phone... at the other end of the phone was legendary TV presenter and broadcaster, co-founder of Factory Records, part owner of the Hacienda, professional Mancunian and (to some) gobshite, Anthony H Wilson. I had hoped the call may lead to be getting the opportunity to do something for his label via one of his staff, I never dreamt that the man himself would answer the phone

I could write a whole piece on the man and his importance to culture, popular music and Manchester, but anything I wrote would only be rewriting what's already out there in films such as '24 Hour Party People' and the Joy Division biopic 'Control'. 

What I can say, and reinforce is how much Tony encouraged people, made you believe you could achieve things, and where possible facilitated and supported

That phone call led to me spending a few weeks working at the Factory, carrying out a number of interviews with Tony for a piece in The Big Issue Magazine. He'd been approached by them and decided that I should do it rather than one of their own people. I'm not sure that future Political Advisor to Tony Blair, Ruth Turner (then Editor of the aforementioned magazine) wasn’t too happy with this but went along with it at Tony's insistence

The initial interview I did was covered the history of Factory, I proudly presented this to Tony who dismissed it as 'shite'... explaining that there was nothing in it which hadn't been written before. He lent me a couple of books on interviews that had featured in Rolling Stone and told me to try again... which I did on Monday 22nd May 1995, 2 days after 'our' beloved Manchester United had been beaten by Everton in the FA Cup Final.

Sorry, I've got side-tracked, I apologise, I may do this occasionally… 

Whilst working at Factory I got to know a few people and ended up falling in with 'Northside'. The band had had some success in 1990/91, releasing 3 singles and a Top 20 album. They'd travelled the world but had the rug pulled from beneath their feet in 1992 when the initial 'incarnation' of Factory Records had gone into receivership.

By 1995 they'd undergone a couple of line-up changes and were ready for making a 'comeback'. New songs had been written, they just needed to do some gigs, record some demos, and sign a publishing/record deal... simple. Apart from they didn't have a Manager or anyone willing to take them on. 

With blissful ignorance I stepped into that role... what could possibly go wrong?

From the summer of 1995, for 18 months my life became a whirlwind ultimately climaxing, ironically, at our spiritual home The Hacienda on 18th December 1996.

The tale of those 18 months, the tours, the amazing nights out across the country, the time spent in recording studios producing demos, time spent sat in the dark listing to backing vocals being recorded at 4 o'clock in the morning is probably best for another time. 

Anyway, Saturday 15th June 1996, 'the' London gig, the night that we expected to have A&R from the Record Companies in attendance, the night of what we'd hoped would be a breakthrough...

Well it didn't go as planned. The drummer, Dean had flu and sat wrapped in a quilt shivering and sweating in equal measure on the journey down whilst bass player, Cliff, consumed more alcohol than normal, egged on by 'roadcrew' to the frustration of singer Dermo and guitarist, Paul. Following the news reports of the Manchester Bomb the venue had told anyone calling to see if the gig was still on, that it wasn't... and the A&R guys who had promised to come had been out celebrating the England win

In the days that followed there was a realisation between the band and myself that changes were needed, and in hindsight, 20 plus years later, that was the point when the 'relationship' changed, like when you have a girlfriend or boyfriend and you try to 'make things work' despite knowing you're on a slippery slope. That said there was no falling out, 'sold out' gigs continued throughout the Summer and Autumn of 1996 with a final gig, a divorce set for December as the band decided to call it a day and work on other projects

Regrets, not really, I / we busked it (excuse the pun) and whilst the world wasn't set alight, but we had a good stab at it …


Part 2

But how did I get to that point? 

My first musical influences were passed down by older siblings (my parents had a few singles and a ‘Jim Reeves’ boxset but rarely played these). Through them I heard the Beatles, the Carpenters, Bay City Rollers, Queen etc… standard fare for the early to mid 70’s. My parents, seeing that this was something I was ‘into’ (and probably to stop my ‘borrowing and scratching my siblings’ records) I was occasionally allowed to choose a single to buy… this would be something ‘approved’ by committee, which generally meant Showaddywaddy or something similar

At some point (1979?) I was bought my own small portable record player with built in speakers (although not a cool one like a Dansette)… it probably came from the Kays Catalogue, probably for 80p a week spread over 36 weeks which meant I could play my precious 7” singles at the same time as recreating Star Wars with my Palitoy figures or guiding Manchester United to a Cup Final playing Subbuteo (normally against myself)

The Summer of 1981 arguably was the first real step on the journey which I’ve been on ever since

I vividly remember the soundtrack to that summer was made up of 3 albums, (even though they’d been released in 1978 and 1979) which belonged to my sister. 

The Jam - All Mod Cons (LP)
The Jam - Setting Sons (LP)
The Clash - London Calling (Cassette)

The difference between these and what I’d been listening too up to this point was, or rather what I realised was, these songs had stories and meaning, they weren’t just disposable love songs, they weren’t Shakin’ Steven’s taking about his (or technically Rosemary Clooney’s) ‘Ole House’, they weren’t Bucks Fizz singing about needing to make a decision, these were about relationships, growing up, life, and politics, not that I completely comprehended this at the time.

I poured over the sleeves of these albums for hours, taking in every detail and singing along to with a put-on fake cockney accent 

Going back to school that September I found that I could hold my own in conversations on the school bus, especially with the lads in the year above, finding that the knowing the names Weller, Foxton, Buckler, Strummer, Jones, Simonon and Headon gave a credibility which hadn’t been there before. We’d sit in groups discussing the ‘cool’ bands, Dexys, Madness, The Specials, The Beat etc. we’d swap singles, save up pocket money to buy albums or blank cassettes to record the Top 40… 

Music now influenced what type of trousers I wanted to wear for school (although in reality I was limited to my Mum’s budget and what was sold in the aforementioned Kays Catalogue), what I’d wear on my feet (refer to previous comment re the catalogue), how I’d wear my school tie and  what badges I’d buy from Redditch Market… 

Music now influenced who I’d invite over to the house at weekends (my Showaddywaddy singles hidden away) and what got put up my bedroom wall. Alongside Ray ‘Butch’ Wilkins and that years Man United ‘Official’ Team Poster were the Jam etc.. 


Over the next couple of years I continued to soak up what was new, Top Of The Pops being essential viewing on my parents black and white portable (them watching ‘Crossroads’ or ‘Emmerdale Farm’ on the Colour TV)… my ‘job’ on a Sunday was to wash the pots after tea, I’d do this quickly as I could, aiming to have it done by 6pm so I could get to the radio in order to catch the second half of that week’s Radio 1 Chart rundown in order to record anything that took my fancy


As 1982 turned to 1983 ’The Tube’ become essential viewing also on a Friday evening, featuring bands which weren’t always on Top Of The Pops… Orange Juice, Frankie Goes To Hollywood, Jo Boxers, Wah! and The Style Council. Although I didn’t realise at the time my taste was slightly out of step with was the ‘mainstream’, preferring releases by the likes of The Cure or the Belle Stars to Kajagoogoo or Wham! 

In hindsight I now realise that some of the songs penned by the likes of Messer’s Michael and Ridgely, or by Duran Duran, Spandau Ballet and co do have a great deal of merit but at the time they weren’t cool)


I read somewhere that music in the ‘Official Charts’ when you turn 14 is when your musical tastes peak and would influence what you listened to in your later years. Until writing this I’d never given that a second thought but looking at the Top 40 for late November 1983 this is scarily true!

That week covering my birthday (Week Ending 19th November 1983) acts included

Madness; The Cure; The Style Council; UB40; Joy Division; New Order; Aztec Camera; The Smiths… and Tracey Ullman

As you will find out, some of these, and their labels, would have had a major influence in my life, more so than the 14-year-old me could ever have imagined… but first, 

“Tracey Ullman” I hear you cry… hardly cool?

Maybe not, but the majority of her output was written by the wonderfully talented Kirstie MacColl, who was cruelly taken from us at a young age, being killed whilst on holiday in Cuba in 2000. 

‘They Don’t Know’ is probably my favourite song of all time, it’s almost a perfect song, the video made to accompany it wonderful, featuring a cameo from Paul McCartney. It should have been a hit in 1979 for Kirstie when it was originally released however failed to chart to an alleged distributor strike which meant although it was one of the top played songs on the radio for several weeks, no shops had it on sale… 

My ‘first’ girlfriend, Mandy Torkington also had a look of Tracey Ullman (which is probably what attracted the 16-year-old me to her). 

Mandy was killed in a car crash in 2006 and although we’d long since split up (some 18 years earlier!) and long since lost touch, hearing the song immediately transports me back to more innocent times… 

I suppose I should continue with my point re people having ‘relationships’ with certain bands and exactly how it was that Alison Gatehouse changed my life…


Part 3

I’ve not seen or spoken to Alison Gatehouse since sometime in 1984/5

To be honest, embarrassingly, I can’t remember much about her, other than she was quite tall (for a girl her age at the time) and she had longish brown curly hair.

Between 1979 and 1985 I lived in a small village called Tardebigge, specifically the Hewell Grange ‘estate’. This being the home, at the time. of Hewell Grange Young Offenders Institute and Brockhill Remand Centre, my Dad holding a Senior Position at the former.

The Hewell Grange ‘estate’ was also home to many of the officers and staff, with around 70 houses being occupied. I was one of a number of kids, many of whom of a similar age, which meant there was always someone (or more often a gang of us) around to do
things with. Living a few miles outside of the nearest towns of Redditch and Bromsgrove the local authority provided a special ‘bus’ service to take us to school and bring us home

Alison also lived on Hewell Grange, I don’t remember her being one of the kids that used to hang around in the evenings or at weekends, so I imagine any contact we had would have been on the journey to school (for someone who has had such an impact
on my life you’d think I’d know more, but unfortunately, I don’t… sorry)

What I do remember though, is that one weekend in 1984 she lent me an album and ‘introduced’ me to someone who today I rank as one of the 3 biggest, most positive male influences on my life, ranking alongside my Dad and Anthony H. Wilson (as previously mentioned)

This individual I’ve seen perform countless times over the last 35 years (even taking my son who was 11 at the time on the most recent occasion). As far as I know I own everything he’s ever released as well as hundreds of bootlegs, performances being a mix of music, politics and comedy.

His songs have informed and influenced my morals, my politics and how I see things, and treat people, from his earliest songs as an ‘angry young man’ raising funds for striking miners, to an ‘angry older gentleman’ explaining to his wife why he’s no good at DIY,
but can write poetry

Over the years his songs have been thought provoking, celebratory, comical… he’s collaborated with a range of other bands and artists, on occasion just for one concert, others for a series of albums (Wilco). He’s been an ambassador and supporter of many new and ‘up and coming’ artists over the years, such as REM and Frank Turner and raised awareness and money for many good causes yet is loved and reviled in equal measure

At some point in 1984, Alison Gatehouse leant me ‘Life’s A Riot With Spy vs Spy’ by Billy Bragg

I fully expect people to switch off at this point or stop reading.

As it is written on one of the two Billy Bragg Tea Towels I have ‘Love Him Or Hate Him’ (styled on Marmite jar)… the other Tea Towel if you’re interested says ‘Brewing Up With….’ and features the cover of his 1985 album, which is quite clever when you think about it

I have owned ‘Lifes A Riot With Spy vs Spy’ by Billy Bragg in multiple formats over the years, at least twice on vinyl, and four times on CD. In case of the vinyl, certainly one of these was played to death, much to the annoyance of anyone in the house who had to suffer me singing along to the 7 tracks included for hours on end, only stopping to flip the record over

With the CD’s there have been remastered versions, a box set (with an extended version) and more recently a 30th Anniversary edition with the ‘whole’ album’ played as an encore at the Union Chapel in London

From the moment I first heard this album, opening with ‘The Milkman of Human Kindness’, absorbed all the lyrics (including the timeless ‘A New England’), sought out interviews etc the music contained in this, and then future releases there was something ‘more’ happening.

This hit home early in 1985 upon the release of the ‘Between The Wars’ EP, with songs influenced by and proceeds given to the Miners’ Strike, something I’d known nothing about until this point. Seeing him performing the title track live on Top Of The Pops, introduced by Steve Wright, alone on stage with just his guitar and amp was incredible. This wasn’t like anything else on the programme, no dancers, no early 80’s special effects, just a man and his guitar singing about the fight of the working man not long after the Conservative Party had been returned to power after ‘winning’ the Falklands War

Billy Bragg songs often make you think, whether he’s turning the spotlight on the political situation in the UK or abroad, questioning how things are presented in the media or promoting equality; I’ve been switched on to more things through his music than any school, college or television. I don’t always agree 100% but as a result of looking into what Billy’s singing about I believe I’ve become better and more rounded

Songs such as ‘Must I Paint You A Picture’ and ‘The Saturday Boy’ appeared on mixtapes I produced for would be girlfriends in my younger days, often failing to impress (I put this down to myself though and not the quality of the music and lyrics)

As I’ve grown older, I’ve still looked forward to new releases, and I’m glad to say that songs remain as topical and thought provoking as they did to my 14/15-year-old ears back in the 1980’s.

With tracks like ‘Never Buy The Sun’ clearly highlighting the corrupt ways of certain areas of the press and ‘Full English Brexit’ written from the perspective of a ‘Little Englander’ he searches for the reasons behind the Brexiteer psyche and shows that even though he’s now eligible for his bus pass Billy Bragg still has his finger on the pulse

As my eyes and ears were being opened by the words and music of Billy Bragg, my ‘reading material’ of choice changed, no longer would I buy Smash Hits, I found the type of bands I was forming a liking for appeared in the NME (or New Musical Express for the purists) and in-turn switched me on to the late evening essential listening of Janice Long, Annie Nightingale and John Peel

In 1985, we moved from the West Midlands back to Manchester, and although I didn’t know it at the time, things would never be the same again


Part 4

1988, stood on Piccadilly Station waiting for the train to Birmingham...

Since leaving the Midlands in 1985 I'd kept in touch with a couple of like-minded people, sharing letters and tapes of recommendations of what to listen to next. On this occasion I had a cassette which my friend Danny, who I was going to visit, had sent me containing two albums, 'The House of Love' by 'The House Of Love' and 'George Best' by The Wedding Present

I'd been aware of the latter from the NME 'C86' release a couple of years earlier and had bought a one of their singles. I eagerly watched 'The Chart Show' on a Saturday morning to see if they'd play a 30 second clip of the band who were, alongside The Primitives (with the miniscule blond bombshell Tracey Tracey fronting them) quickly becoming my favourite band.

After listening to the 'Wedding Present' side of the cassette I'd turn it over, skip through my favourite tracks by 'The House of Love' and start again with the wonderful 'Everyone Thinks He Looks Daft' wearing down the battery life of my portable tape player at the same time (and yes I did have those cheap headphones with orange sponge bits to 'cover' the ears)

'George Best' was their debut album which had been released late the previous year full of songs about being in love, songs about wanting to be in love, songs about yearning for a lost love, songs about breaking up...
all perfect for someone in their late teens to relate to since the demise of 'The Smiths'.

Although I didn't know it stood on Piccadilly Station that day, The Wedding Present, and more importantly their front man and lyricist David Lewis Gedge, would, like Billy Bragg, soundtrack a big chunk of my life from that point on, becoming like an older sibling (rather than a mentor) with whom I have shared ups and downs in over the last 30 odd years

After the well-respected debut the band signed to a 'major label' and hit their 'commercial peak' with numerous appearances on Top Of The Pops and daytime TV. As with many artists the line-up changed and sound developed rather than just remaking the same album with the same formula over and over which led to an 'offshoot' being formed in the mid 1990's, Cinerama. This project was heavily influenced by the soundtracks of Morricone and the like, with a slightly less 'guitar centric sound' before morphing back into The Wedding Present in the 00's... 

Unsurprisingly, not every one of the 30 plus albums released over the years has been 'a favourite' and some have received a lot fewer repeat plays than others. despite this though, Danny and I have remained big 'Weddoes' fans and have seen them many times, upwards of 40 times across the country, and regardless of size of venue certain things have always been the same, Dave would be there on the Merchandising Stall before the gig, the music would be fast and frantic, the mosh pit (in our younger days) would be exhausting, exhilarating and extremely sweaty in equal measures... and they never do encores.

In more recent years, more by accident than design, through the likes of Facebook and Twitter both fans and bands are closer than would have been imaginable back in the 80's...

On Facebook fans regularly chat, share tales of trips to see the band and recommendations of who else to listen to (every Mancunian fan seems to remember the guy who climbed up the PA, to everyone’s amusement and hung on to it throughout the Nurses Benefit gig at the Ritz in 1990) 

On Twitter, David and other band members regularly engage directly with their 'fan community' across the world (despite no longer being a household name as well as sold out tours of Britain and Europe the band have played Thailand, Japan and Australia over the last couple of years) 

At these gigs, the 'once 18 years olds' who sang along to anthems such as 'My Favourite Dress' still do so, but now are accompanied by their wives and children... who also sing along

My love of the Wedding Present led me to seeing countless live bands and clubbing, and it was after one such night out, while visiting Danny, as late teens, putting the world to rights we had a conversation about 'what we'd most like to do with our lives'. My answer was simple, all be it not fully thought through. and possibly flippant...

'I want to work in the Music Industry and with bands'

That conversation and comment, sat in the living room of 4 Tug Cottages, Tardebigge, Worcestershire, set me on the path that changed everything, one that may not have been financially successful, but was very very interesting and filled with experiences and opportunities others would only ever be able to dream of…  




“An Ideal For Living : A History Of Joy Division” by Mark Johnson (2019)


A currently unpublished submission for 'You Goes To The Library' which is due to be published in the next 12/18 months




“An Ideal For Living : A History Of Joy Division” by Mark Johnson 
Published 1984


I was late to discover Joy Division

I'd heard 'Love Will Tear Us Apart' on the radio and vaguely remember hearing the song 'Transmission' but it wasn't until a slightly older friend Micky Reeves, upon learning that I had liked New Orders' (then) recent output leant me a copy of ‘An Ideal For Living' book, sometime in late 1984, did I join the dots between the 2 bands

The book is basically a history of Joy Division’s criminally short career, between 1976/7 through to the suicide of Ian Curtis in 1980, and then picks up with New Order though to their release of their 2nd album, ‘Power, Corruption and Lies’ released in 1983. It’s full of facts and detail rather than interviews and provides an extremely detailed breakdown of gigs and releases, building up a mystique around the band (who to this day still aren’t keen on doing interviews).
One of the most interesting discoveries from this book however was that a video existed with footage of the band... although I had no way of knowing how or where to get it

This was 1984 and to a 14 year old living in the West Midlands surrounded by 'Duran Duran' and 'Frankie Goes To Hollywood' fans just knowing the name 'Joy Division' and a little of their legacy felt like being a member of a secret club

The following year I moved back to Manchester, all be it the suburbs, and enjoyed trips into the city centre with friends initially venturing into chainstores, the likes of HMV or Virgin at the bottom of Market Street, or Our Price at the top. 
After buying what 'official' releases I could find I was quickly turned on to the bootleg stalls in the Underground Market and the Corn Exchange.

I was amazed at the 100's of tapes available of gigs (this was slightly before CD's were a thing) from around the world, but was dumbstruck when I saw the massive lists held by the 'traders' of Joy Division and New Order recordings. 
It was when looking through these that I remembered this VHS release

I asked around and eventually got an address to order it from, from memory it was less than £20 including postage, which was a lot, but worth it for what would be my first 'view' of Joy Division (other than a rare sighting of 'Love Will Tear Us Apart’)

When the video arrived the first thing that struck me was the lack of detail (other than band name and song titles) but the same stylish design of other Factory Releases, this time a simple gold lettering on black. (It wasn't for many years I learnt that the 'Fractured Music' logo was the bands publishing company and not a 'Factory Records' logo). Pouring over the song titles I recognised some but not all and early put it into the bulky top-loader for the first viewing...

The quality of sound and vision was not what I had naively expected. These were the days before the Internet so other than being able to speak to someone who had heard or seen something there was no way of googling through online customer reviews or just searching 'You Tube'

Inside the box there was a piece of paper with the name of 'IKON Video' on... and a phone number... 061 928 7387 so I called it, I don't know who answered the phone the day but whoever it was, when I questioned the quality of the tape I'd received initially laughed. I guess they must have sensed some disappointment in my voice, and for the next few mins explained the background to the material and how it'd had been shot by amateurs on the first ‘commercially available video cameras' and in all honesty I should be grateful for what footage existed (in hindsight that may have been more of a 'fuck off and leave us alone' than the way I took it)

I wish they were clearer, I wish the sound was better, I wish there were more...

No matter what has been written by band members or associates over last 20 years or so, the book ‘An Ideal For Living’ (I eventually bought my own copy) and the VHS 'Here Are The Young Men’ always returns some of the initial 'mystique' that surrounded Joy Division when I first ‘discovered them’ and for that I will always be extremely grateful

Escape To Victory (2019)





A submission for a forthcoming project 'You Goes To The Pictures' which should be published in the next 12/18 months


Escape To Victory

At some point around Easter 1981 I went with my parents off on holiday, or away for the weekend. This may have been the trip to the Geoff Hurst Soccer Skills Camp at Pontins in Prestatyn however I can’t be 100% sure…

The one thing I do remember is the copy of ‘Shoot’ Magazine I had that week included a feature on a film that had gone into production the previous summer with an ‘all star cast’ of Pele, Bobby Moore, Ozzy Ardiles and John Wark telling the story of a ‘friendly’ football team playing against the Germans at the hight of World War 2 along side some proper actors who had or would be in Doctor Who, and Michael Caine… and Sylvester Stallone

As well as being a Doctor Who fan I was also a huge football fan, regularly reading ‘Shoot' and ‘Roy of The Rovers’ alongside Doctor Who Monthly so this ‘boys own’ adventure film was right up my street, more importantly, it was something that would appeal to my Dad as well meaning I’d definitely get to see it (these were the days before video so missing it at the local cinema could mean missing it for a few years until it appeared on TV

During the Summer Holidays of 1981 the day arrived and off my Dad and I went in his trusty Robin Reliant to the ABC Cinema in Redditch (now a Wetherspoons) to watch the film I’d been waiting months for… My Dad was happy too, as not only did we get to see ‘Escape To Victory’ we also go to see ‘Chariots of Fire’ which it’d had been bundled into a double bill with (thus getting 2 movies for the price of 1)… something as an adult I’d not be adverse to

Now maybe I should appreciate the latter a little more, I’m told it’s a classic… but it’s a 124 minute film about 2 blokes racing against one another which in 1981 was stopping me from seeing the films I’d been longing to see

I wasn’t disappointed, 'Escape To Victory’ is a rollercoaster of a film. From the open scenes of a POW trying to escape and getting shot to the jubilient ending as the Allies are mobbed by the people of France and smuggled away to safety, I was transfixed for the duration of the film, quickly forgetting the previous 2 hours of tedium (apologies again  to 'Chariots of Fire’)

When we got a video player a few years later it was one of my first choices to rent. When it was ‘domestically’ released it was one of the first movies I bought, and when it received a Region 1 DVD Release (long before a Region 2) I managed to buy a copy and unlock my DVD Player to watch it

Whilst some of the acting maybe cheesy and the story a little exaggerated the film gives me a warm sense of nostalgia and time spent with my Dad all those years ago. Although in later years with college and work we spent less time together football was some thing that united us, as SeasonTickets for Manchester United we would regularly attend matches until his death in 2012

I am still a Season Ticket Holder at United, although success has waned over recent times, and on the occasions I take my son I often find myself recounting memories of what had gone before, as my Dad had done to me (and like he had done I tend to stop talking as a glazed look appears on my sons face)

It may not be a classic or in the same ‘league’ as The Godfather etc, but for me ‘Escape To Victory’ is a film I can watch over and over, so much so that for the last few years it’s become a ’tradition’ that my son and I watch the film on Fathers Day